Only my life - A Survivor's Story of the Holocaust
A Dutch Jew's crisply written memoir of surviving Monowitz (the huge labor camp at Auschwitz), the infamous ``death march'' from Auschwitz, and several concentration camps in Germany. Today a successful entrepreneur in
the meat business, de Wijze was 19 when he was deported from the transit camp of Westerbrook to Auschwitz. He vividly describes the horrors of the Holocaust: gnawing hunger, disease, the
rank smoke that emerged from the crematoria chimneys, the torture and execution of fellow prisoners, and the endless naked roll calls, sometimes in subfreezing temperature.
Yet because he was young, enterprising, and just plain lucky, de Wijze also had experiences not found in most other Holocaust memoirs: Sunday soccer games between inmates that were watched by the
SS, a brief homosexual ``pass'' made by another inmate, and above all, being part of a small camp smuggling
ring. The latter played a key role in helping him and a few other fortunate inmates secure easier jobs (for example, feeding an SS officer's rabbits) and obtaining the food necessary for
survival.
The author's narrative lacks the terse drama and sense of metaphysical irony of an Elie Wiesel or Primo Levi. But de Wijze's staccato style sometimes comes close, as in this passage about the
terrible January 1945 death march from Auschwitz to Germany: ``We walk for our
lives. If you don't walk, you are dead. Gone is the hierarchy. To belong to the prominent is just a vague memory. It's back to zero. Everyone suffers the same way. The reaper does his work
without any distinction.'' One of only five percent of Dutch Jews who survived the Holocaust, de Wijze memorably demonstrates the importance of both serendipity and daring in enduring murderous
conditions.
Pub Date : 07/02/1997
ISBN : 0-312-14697-3
Publisher : Dunne/St. Martin's
Review Posted Online : May 20th, 2010
Kirkus Reviews Issue : Dec. 1st, 1996
Author : Louis de Wijze